One night while I was at work in the hospital doing my routine works, I heard an elderly colleague of mine verbalizing her frustrations and sense of physical deterioration. She said that her strength is not the same as before and she asked if this is all that nursing can offer. At that moment, I saw myself ten or twenty years from now, I asked my self "Will I have the same sense of deterioration or worst sense of worthlessness?" Right then and there I realized that I don't need to reach that point. That there is something more about nursing, that it does not end at bedside care.
I know that aging is inevitable and that there will come a point in my life that physical signs will reveal that I am getting older but it does not mean that I don"t need to grow better and wiser. That is why I decided to go back to school and purse my MSN Program.
I choose the Education Track because I believe that I am a teacher at heart. I always find it fulfilling as a nurse that aside from being able to carry out doctor's order with confidence and take care of my patient's immediate needs with compassion I also find it rewarding when I have the chance to impart to my patients some knowledge regarding the aspects of their care that will help them be more independent. I always have a goal in my mind for my patient to go home with at least having the understanding of what their reason of hospitalization was.
I aim to learn in this program on how can I effectively integrate my love for nursing and my passion for teaching. I want to learn to gain a strong foundation where I can be an effective nurse educator while working as a nurse right now in the hospital and how can I become a well adept resource person for my future nursing students in the school scenario. I hope to grow better and wiser not only just to grow older.
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